u/Unusual_Tumbleweed69

I wonder, if we were to see each other in person again, how long would it take for her to get frustrated at me again?

She loves me. But it feels like she cares more about how she's seen...

'Talking shit' about her is just telling my therapist what she did or said to me that hurt, telling my therapist about our fights, even telling my therapist how my mom would react to me struggling with my mental health. She never saw what she did wrong, only how I reacted to her abuse and neglect (mostly shutting down and getting a short tone, even then I tried to communicate that I just needed my own space and to be treated like a person again. And I never made her feel dramatic or insulted her for being too stressed...)

Not sure what to do with this feeling, I had to quit therapy and Testosterone and move states just to get away :,)

I want to forget for a little longer :,)