u/UnkownSkull

Scared to bulk

Been working out every single day for almost a year now, started out fat (prolly around 210) now 149lbs, visible abs good amount of muscle all kinds of veins. All I want to do is get bigger and I know I’ll have to put on some weight eventually but I’m lowk scared straight up.

I don’t want to get fat again, or put on more fat than I need to, I can eat forever. Ever since I started I’ve tracked every single calorie (along from some weekends and holidays) I really love this shi. I know I’ll be making gains either way but mentally it’s kind of hard to want to put on more weight after only ever wanting to lose more weight my whole life.

Scared to bulk

Been working out every single day for almost a year now, started out fat (prolly around 210) now 149lbs, visible abs good amount of muscle all kinds of veins. All I want to do is get bigger and I know I’ll have to put on some weight eventually but I’m lowk scared straight up.

I don’t want to get fat again, or put on more fat than I need to, I can eat forever. Ever since I started I’ve tracked every single calorie (along from some weekends and holidays) I really love this shi. I know I’ll be making gains either way but mentally it’s kind of hard to want to put on more weight after only ever wanting to lose more weight my whole life.

Been working out every single day for almost a year now, started out fat (prolly around 210) now 149lbs, visible abs good amount of muscle all kinds of veins. All I want to do is get bigger and I know I’ll have to put on some weight eventually but I’m lowk scared straight up.

I don’t want to get fat again, ever since I started I’ve tracked every single calorie (along from some weekends and holidays) I really love this shi. I know I’ll be making gains either way but mentally it’s kind of hard to want to put on more weight after ever wanting to lose more weight my whole life.

All I want to do is get after it

I grew up a bigger kid and was fat my whole life. Almost one year ago I decided I wanted to finally lose the weight, for real this time. I’ve had multiple couple week phases of half assing workouts, not dieting, before I would give up.

Since then working out has become the only thing I look forward to, all I want to do is workout, I have no motivation towards anything else I’m miserable at school (lowk anywhere) just waiting to get home and workout. It’s the highlight of my day all I want to do is get bigger. I cry during workouts OFTEN because of how much passion and love I really I have for this shit. After I’m done working out I’m done for the day I have nothing else to do, nothing else on my mind all I want to do is get to tomorrow’s workout

I’m constantly thinking about calories, weighing out my food, working out the next day, protein, sources of protein, different pre workouts, electrolytes, what different supplements do, looking for different exercises, constantly taking in any information on fitness in general, I really love this shit. I’m always trying to get my friends to start working out and bettering themselves, I truly love seeing people better themselves after I’ve done so myself.

I never could have seen myself where I am today and I wouldn’t want it any other way, I have visible abs resting, crazy veins all over my arms. I never in my life once wanted to be “bigger” but now that’s all I’m chasing. Mentally I’ve been really ascending too I’m a whole different person than I was a year ago, 6 months ago, 1 week ago even, I see life a whole different way. I love pushing myself just going hard throwing weights, I’m only 17 years old and I can’t wait to see where I am 1, 2, 3 years down the line. I know I have big things coming for me.

All of this being said I still have no motivation to clean my room, go to school, or do anything really besides working out. Something I need to work on fs but really I don’t care about any of it

I grew up a bigger kid and was fat my whole life. Almost one year ago I decided I wanted to finally lose the weight, for real this time. I’ve had multiple couple week phases of half assing workouts, not dieting, before I would give up.

Working out has become the only thing I look forward to, all I want to do is workout, I have no motivation towards anything else I’m miserable at school just waiting to get home and workout. It’s the highlight of my day all I want to do is get bigger. I cry during workouts OFTEN because of how much passion and love I really I have for this shit

I’m constantly thinking about calories, weighing out my food, working out the next day, protein, sources of protein, different pre workouts, electrolytes, what different supplements do, I really love this shit.

I never could have seen myself where I am today and I wouldn’t want it any other way, I have visible abs resting, crazy veins all over my arms, I never wanted to be “bigger” but now that’s all I’m chasing. Mentally I’m a whole different person I see life a whole different way. I love pushing myself just going hard throwing weights, I’m only 17 years old and I can’t wait to see where I am 1, 2, 3 years down the line.