u/UnknownAuthor27

But this is what we're asking for- Reneet- Re exam! What did we do back in 2024, we demanded the same right? So why now? It's the only thing nta could do! I AM NOT TAKING ANY SIDE WITH NTA- IT'S JUST THAT THEY DID WHAT THEY COULD DO.

And honestly who are affected after this? The person who was on the border line? 500-600 or the one who below 500,400. We got another chance, to prove. Ik many of us were going to take a drop (me too) but maybe our year saved? The affected once are the people who were scoring above 600-650. They have to panic, the toppers. Because they know that paper tough aayega aur unse nahi hua toh? And honestly I feel like real toppers jyada panic mein nahi hoge they know ye nikal gaya voh bhi nikal lege. Panic voh kar rahe hai jinka luck chala, ki 26 ka paper easy aagaya and they scored more than what they were scoring!

And guys, we all know paper leak hua tha starting se. Leak vale screen shots the reddit pe already tab kisi ne action kyu nahi liya? And paper jab already 3 may ko 2 baje ke pehle mil gaya tha toh voh koi kisine post kyu nahi kiya!? It would have been the most solid proof against nta ki you have zero sense about how to conduct a paper without it being leaked.

And sabko pata hai yaha ke kayi log the jinke pass paper tha. Now who are we to raise our voice?? This what we demanded and we got!

Tell me your plans? What to do what to solve??

Maybe in another universe I can write freely

Follow my heart without being judged.

May the words come out softer rather than bleeding.

And look in my own eyes prouder,

And no weight of being called a failure.

Maybe in another universe i do not need to apologise for dreaming too loudly,

To hope for life that feels like mine.

Maybe there my silence is not mistaken as weakness,

And my tears nothing to be ashamed of.

Nothing to hide of my own.

Running away.

Maybe in that universe I am not so tired

of trying and trying to become someone people can be proud of,

while I lose myself.

Maybe I stop killing parts of myself

just because they are too loud, too soft, too much

Maybe I stop treating my own heart,

like something that needs to be hidden

And maybe there, when I look at myself

I do not see a failure staring back.

I just see me.

Anvie

170426

1:25

So, first of all I will take a drop from home. The reason, during 12th I was sick for 6 months and the primary problem was food. So my parents won't risk my health again and nor will I.

So suggest me how to study, when to study, and where to do.

And I won't take PW. I don't like how they make neet batches now.

Also- my bio is 97% completed (scored-325 in bio 2026) so should I do bio at the end?

Weakest is organic chemistry.

In today's paper I am scoring around 400 and paper was moderate. So I cried to them saying "paper easy tha yaha kuch nahi hua toh kya hi hu mei!" And they were only saying ki NEET IS NOT THE ONLY EXAM. And i still kept crying. Dad kept saying that you did well. And back story- I was diagnosed with ovarian cyst and peptic ulcer (both disease almost cancerous) in 2025 April to September I was hella sick.

And my dad told me today that I talked to your mom that let her leave neet. Nahi hoga isse. But he was so proud of me today and i never gave up. Like even my medicine bill costed over 2 lakhs and 2 years neet preper around 5-6 lakhs. And I was guilty that even after all I couldn't do anything.

Honestly I was not crying because paper achha nahi gaya. It was because till end, jab mein khud bol rahi thi muzse nhi hoga ummeed mat rakho they still had faith in me. Exam centre se bahar aane ke baad he didn't ask me about my exam first, he asked me bhook toh nahi lagi. Because I didn't eat anything due to anxiety.

And I regret not giving them what they had hopes for. And honestly this two whole year my parents gave me zero pressure. And even now when I felt like they won't let me take a drop because who will allow you take drop when you can't even manage to get anywhere near the cutoff range! They are like tuze jo karna hai kar hum hai. And I brought that LOG KYA KAHENGE Thing- they were like TUZE KYA KARNA HAI UNSE? Hum kuch nhi keh rahe and tere sath hai toh logo kya kyu leke baithi hai.

And honestly I was hating on the few days back because I thought they gave up on me. Like I don't matter anymore.

And the main thing is that my parents aren't healthy either:(

There monthly med cost is 50k+ and they are still saying ki Semi hua toh laga denge!

In today's paper I am scoring around 400 and paper was moderate. So I cried to them saying "paper easy tha yaha kuch nahi hua toh kya hi hu mei!" And they were only saying ki NEET IS NOT THE ONLY EXAM. And i still kept crying. Dad kept saying that you did well. And back story- I was diagnosed with ovarian cyst and peptic ulcer (both disease almost cancerous) in 2025 April to September I was hella sick.

And my dad told me today that I talked to your mom that let her leave neet. Nahi hoga isse. But he was so proud of me today and i never gave up. Like even my medicine bill costed over 2 lakhs and 2 years neet preper around 5-6 lakhs. And I was guilty that even after all I couldn't do anything.

Honestly I was not crying because paper achha nahi gaya. It was because till end, jab mein khud bol rahi thi muzse nhi hoga ummeed mat rakho they still had faith in me. Exam centre se bahar aane ke baad he didn't ask me about my exam first, he asked me bhook toh nahi lagi. Because I didn't eat anything due to anxiety.

And I regret not giving them what they had hopes for. And honestly this two whole year my parents gave me zero pressure. And even now when I felt like they won't let me take a drop because who will allow you take drop when you can't even manage to get anywhere near the cutoff range! They are like tuze jo karna hai kar hum hai. And I brought that LOG KYA KAHENGE Thing- they were like TUZE KYA KARNA HAI UNSE? Hum kuch nhi keh rahe and tere sath hai toh logo kya kyu leke baithi hai.

And honestly I was hating on the few days back because I thought they gave up on me. Like I don't matter anymore.