I’m so lonely.
I’m lonely in the sense that I don’t have a real person to talk to about anything. I talk to myself and the universe a lot but it’s not the same. My family is hard to deal with sometimes. My mother is a skeptic but more of a conspiracy theorist than being someone who follows a spiritual path. I can speak to her on some levels but it’s mainly only about our reality and the government and such. My father and sister are complete opposites. One is an atheist and I think the other believes in the way Christianity depicts god or is agnostic. My sister mainly, doesn’t really have discernment towards anything and believes the government and whatnot is just there and we shouldn’t fear anything. It’s really hard to live in a household where nobody thinks the same things as me and I can’t find other people who do. Sure, I talk to a lot of likeminded individuals on social media but it’s not the same. I don’t hate my family for their beliefs as everyone is on a different path but it’s very lonely. I have these epiphanies and ideas but no one to share them with.