Hey yall this is my first poat in this community.... I'm dealing with a situation of unrequited love as an introverted person....
So context... I'm in love with this woman who been a friend of mine for years (close friend if I might add) all this time I've never seen her as anything more than that up until recently, so my mental has been really bad to the point where I planned to end it all, all ready made peace with the fact that I'll hurt the people closest to my(being my immediate family) but in the same week where I planned it I realized that I'm in love with thiz woman.... so it had me questioning everything thing that I was planning, cause imagine making peace with leaving the people you love dearly behind (immediate family members) and then another person enters the frey that you didn't plan for.... I held off on doing it.... cause we're so comfortable with each other I confessed but didn't want a relationship tho cause I know I'm not fit to be in one atp (dealing with depression) we took some time off hanging out but it kinda ruined me cause she's also my only close friend in the city I live (everyone else moved),... I lied to myself a d said I lost feelings we started hanging out again only for me to realize that I've lied... and that I'm not just inlove with her I genuinely love her with every fibre of my being, what do I do now... I mean we can keep hang3out as usual but this feeling is consuming me because I know she doesn't love me the way I love her and at the same time it breaks me cause she started dating this one dude.... what do I do?
sorry if this is the correct platform for it but I'm losing it
also sorry for any spelling mistakes English is not my native language