should i just stop?
recently, ive got to know one girl while working on a project, we were in a team. even after we completed this project we continued to meetup here and there and study togethr or something. and recently i realised that i've fallen for her, once few month back ive asked her if she sees me as her friend she just said no, am not too displeased to hear about that cause i wasnt expecting anything from her at that point in time. but week or two, after i accepted that i like her, she told me that she just never felt romantic feelings for anyone before, doesnt even like that much talking about it and even as a friend she never ever felt of anyone as a real friend, that she couldn't explain why but she never felt that she was ever interested in anyone enough to even count them as friend, and she never had problem being alone or felt uncomfortable about it. but i know that lots of guy liked her when she was in school or even in uni, she doesnt have any trouble at talking to people but she just doesnt feel connection.
should i just stop trying to get close to her, or should i say being with her? because i know that no matter what i do i won't ever be able to make her interested in her that way, and i have a weird habit of trying to manipulate people who im interested in and close to subtly, even subconciously, and i hate that habit of mine, but most of all i dont wanna hurt her in any way.
soon shes gonna go oversea for exchange so my plan is to just drop contact with her after that annd we go on our way, its not like shes gonna miss me or feel sad about it, and ill just try to forget her.