I cant cope
EDIT: I just want to thank everyone for their kind words and suggestions, the alarm suggestion really helped. I did 2 blocks of 15 minutes and ended up with 2 big bags of rubbish and a bag of clothes to donate to charity. I can walk to my bedroom door again, and the weight off of my chest is huge. In a weird way Im kind of looking forward to doing more tomorrow. Thank you all so much.
I have a small bedroom and it has been steadily filling with collectibles clothes plushies and rubbish etc. I suffered a huge trauma 3 years ago when my partner cheated on me and I turned to collecting things and buying to make me happy. Now I have a room that I cant even walk through, its a struggle to get out of the door. Ive been informed by my landlord that he is performing a house inspection on monday and Im freaking out. Ive been doing a bit of cleaning and sorting every day, but the room is so small and theres so much stuff I just panic and leave. Im on the bus home from work now to do more and I feel like Im going to vomit from the stress. What is wrong with me?