u/Top_Nefariousness620

I’m 18 teen and I don’t like 90-95% guy but rest of the 5-10% who are my type, I feel so attracted lost in their eyes, voice, body everything. I’ve never dated guys and bc is 0 too. Idk why but I’m craving for a guy, his presence, his body, hug, kiss, love, time, everything. I’m feeling uncontrollably perv. What should I do😭?

1.No proper relationship with family

2.Alone mentally and physically (in hostel)

3.Financially depressed (not getting money which i should have got months ago)

4.One human whom I loved and was fully attached- brutally left me

5. Tears aren’t falling, dk what to do

6. Can’t focus on anything except overthinking and doomscrolling (only doomscrolling feels safe)

7. Lots of worst things happening in life which is giving me trauma’s.

Have board exams in few days dk how am I gonna prepare for exam 🙇🏽‍♂️