Did post psychosis change people's perception of people...like not finding people attractive..
Before this my spouse was everything and now I feel no connection to him or anyone including myself and he face look different like all my brain focuses on in the lines In his face..I think it's just depersonalization or depression but idk anymore.
Sparks me or changes the flatness or apathy . I want help..it's like everything about me is gone. I know my name but it doesn't feel like me It's making me want to kms. Does anyone else have this
How many of us didn't take antipsychotics yet lost sense of self emotions and connections to other, confidence etc.. I miss the old me so much...I'm trying not to be angry but fuck it's hard. No one knows why this happened. Spouse doesn't understand how different I am . Like ahhh.. I was fuckin happy and In love.. loved comedy and movies. Music. Nature. Life was good. I feel ugly and non human now. Can't feel any emotions. Don't feel connected to my spouse. Barely feels like I know my name
My caregiver aka my husband doesnt want me on meds...What can I do to help feeling nothing? No connection to others or Even myself. It's like im a stranger to even me..nothing seems familiar anymore , no connection even to my belongings.i have a blank mind and things look weird to me..bright and kinda zoomed in and super realistic its almost fake..I've tried nac and it gives me energy but makes me angry.. is there any supplements that might help? I've taken multi vitamins and vit d but it doesn't change...
I used to feel sexy and very womanly and feminine and ever since this happened and I don't recognize myself or my voice ..I don't feel like a woman or even 38...it's so odd
It also never seems like a new day
I want to feel love and connections to others. I want to enjoy food
I see old photos of myself and see how happy I was and it kills me to think that'll never happen again. I wake up anxious and annoyed that I'm not happy , that I can't get comfort from anything. That I don't recognize my spouse or my home as mine. I was happy and positive before
Does anything bring you comfort..not peace or joy but comfort like a warm blanket or a puppy would...it seems like I've lost that too and it's disturbing. Not being around my person, not a voice I used to find comforting , not my favorite movie, being outside, being in bed, not even tea or water brings me comfort.
How did you shake this empty shell feeling post psychosis...I can't tell if it's post or depersonalization but it's awful
I was pretty before all of this and now i don't feel that anymore.. even wearing my favorite colors from before its like I dont think that about myself anymore..is this depression.. I'm skinner than before but my body feels gross to me. I can't tell if that's depression or depersonalization
Especially love... I can't do life without that.. when do they come back?
Post psychosis. Wtf is this
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