Hello, I actually posted about this yesterday! I called the rehab today after realizing my mistake but they are not so sure about available beds at the moment which I understand.
So im still sober, but just nervous if sober living will take me after I AMA’d from a rehab instead of getting coined out. This is my first time in this world so I am newer to how things work. Thanks!
I left rehab early and regret it. Anything helps.
Hello, I am a 25 year old f alcoholic. This was my first time in detox and rehab.
I took so much away from my two weeks. I fell in love with the Steps and AA. But today I went with my will and not Gods.
I made a plan to go home early, drive alllll the way back to my home state and family, leave my boyfriend while he’s on a trip and do it ‘myself.; getting into sober living there.
The second I got out, and then back to our shared apartment, I felt the weight of everything they advised at rehab crashing down on me because they were right.
I moved here to this state a year and a half ago sober but to come live with this boyfriend on a whim. I’d used this relationship to cover up the pain of a breakup and as a new addiction (as we do).
I had no one. I was two years dry sober without a support system. I relapsed. And then he pushed for treatment so I went.
Now he is gone and I sit here unable to leave him a goodbye breakup note, I sit here praying and apologizing to God for going my way and not His, I sit here looking for meetings and most of all I sit here missing my Fellowship and girls I’d been with.
I feel so much shame.