This disorder hurts. My brain beats me up all day and it hurts. It knows my soft spots and where I cave easily. I stay strong but it does hurt me a lot. Does anyone else feel this way?
Kind of sharing a win, this disorder as well as bdd has made my life a living fucking hell. I always knew I had bdd, but I’m learning how bad my ocd is as I’m working on the bdd. This disease hurts sometimes a lot. It hurts my brain to resist it and Larry (name for my ocd) now’s exactly how to insult me and hurt my feelings and it hurts a lot. Quite honestly every memory I have so far in life, I’m 23, up to this point is me being mentally sick which makes me sad. I’m fighting back but could really use some encouraging people and words. Thanks!