Stuck in the bathroom (please help)
so as embarrassing as it is, my ocd revolves around wiping my ass a lot and i literally… uh, stick my finger up there with a wet wipe to make sure I get clean. I know this is not healthy at all but my ocd has convinced me that this is the one and only way I will ever be clean after taking a shit. well, this time around, I just got done shitting and my butt hurts from deep cleaning it like that, but I still don’t feel clean, like I NEED to keep wiping. but it hurts to do so. I am currently stuck in the bathroom and have been getting in and out of the shower (which I also “need to do” after I take a shit because “it’s the only way to get my hands clean”). I have been stuck in here for hours and will feel disgusting if I leave due to “not wiping good enough“. HELP!!!