Is anyone else just not stimulated by anything in "real" reality? This isn't a meme but rather symbolic image to context of post.
Everything that I see in "real" reality just feels extremely disappointing and underwhelming. It doesn't matter what it has to do with. I'm very prone to daydreaming and limerence while listening to music and drawing or playing video games and guitar.
Everything that I imagine and plan is so beautiful, out of scale and exciting but when I happen to experience it or get to that place, I experience huge amount of disappointment and lack of stimulation.
I try to appreciate small things and ground myself but everything just seems underwhelming and dull compared to my introspection.
I enjoy traveling but I enjoy driving and listening to my music with my imagination going wild but when I actually get to destination, I feel very disappointed.
I'm not interested in hanging out with any of my friends, acquaintances nor am I interested in dating because none of them match my introspective world.
I used to often get invited out by friends to hang out but they only want to talk about dating and partying.
I was asked out by multiple girls but I don't find any of them attractive nor interesting to talk to.