u/TheOpLol

I’m now 24M, I’ve never loved anyone before but I’ve been in a lot of relationships. I have no feelings towards people, I’ve been cheated on and had things done to me but I never felt anything. For the past few months I’ve lost the urge to even pursued intimacy, I get a lot of attention from women and I always feel like I’m wasting their time and that’s the only part I feel. I only ever feel miserable because I feel like I am not normal. I am genuinely not attracted to anything or anyone, this year alone I’ve tried with at least 6 different people and they all loved me and they were all ideal partners but I somehow can’t get myself to feel a thing. I want to be with someone and I want to be able to love them. (I know i might get recommendations to go to therapy but Im simply here because I can’t afford it)