I feel like I’m going insane
I’m not sure if this is the place for this, but I figured I’d try. For background, I’m 21F, and I just finished my 4th year University and going back again in fall. I still live at home with my Mum, sister, stepfather and his kid.
I’m the past, they’ve been super strict, or at least I think it’s being strict (I’m expected to help out with/do everyone’s chores when I’m home, but the other two are not expected to help me, and other stuff like that). We got in a fight over the winter because I was home doing school stuff and cleaning, didn’t realize the driveway was as bad as it was until I had to leave for work. I then texted her apologizing for not doing it, and offered to do it as soon as I got home from my shift. They both got mad, and told me the next time I don’t snowblow the two driveways (ours and tenants) I’ll be parking at the school 24/7.
Currently, I am employed at 3 different places. I’ve been with Job A for 3-4 years now, and they only give me about 20-25 hours spread over Friday-Monday. Job B has been saying that they’ll give me 30-40 hours, but keep not giving me shifts when I ask. The messages I sent my mum are from the boss of Job B. Job C is also going to give me full time, but doesn’t start until the end of the month. So the plan was to work job A and B until then, and quit job B and tell job A that I can only do weekends while doing Job C full time during the week.
I feel like I’m going insane, I don’t understand how I’m wasting anyone’s time if they’re the ones not giving me shifts when I’m specifically asking when to go in. This has been happening for almost 2 years now, and I don’t even know if I’m in the right or wrong anymore. Taking to them is like talking to a brick wall.
Another thing is my car is falling apart. I’m basically not allowed to buy a newer one cause “if I have money for a car, I have money for an apartment. Which I have enough for first and last, but I don’t have the funds to keep up with rent when I’m in school.