My life is already over. Not sure what to do anymore.
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I'll try to keep it short. I am 30 years old basically. Live with parents. Overweight. Have severe depression that's been officially diagnosed as treatment resistant. Anxiety on top of that. Low paying job. Useless degree. No connections. Social outcast in general. Never dated. Never kissed a woman. Too far gone to even care really. Relationships seem stressful to me.
Too stupid to learn a high value skill and don't see a point to life if it's just going to be a mediocre life of poverty and barely getting by at best like most people now.
What am I supposed to do for the rest of my life if I already fucked up my one chance by getting a useless degree and not being good enough socially to get to places in life by just being well liked? I know the answer is live a low quality life and then die, but how am I supposed to cope with that reality for the next several decades?