My hangxiety is off the scale today
So I went out with my mum yesterday to celebrate her birthday. Neither of us are big drinkers, but I have this awful habit where when I start drinking, I can’t stop.
There’s this guy that I always see around town who I think is super cute, and he was in the pub yesterday too. After a couple of drinks, I decided to shoot my shot (which is not something I tend to do) and gave him my number. He texted me after a while and I asked him if he wanted to come join us. Keep in mind I was already pretty plastered by this point, and I started to feel really anxious because I didn’t want to say anything I would forget. So instead of having a conversation with him, I ended up FaceTiming my brother and ditching this guy with my mum.
I can’t really remember much after that, apart from spending a lot of time throwing up in the bathroom, and by the time I came out, he was gone.
I feel so so bad about it. I’ve messaged him this morning to apologise. Am I an awful human being??