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I think it is worth mentioning that 95.62% of people know exactly how to “find” or contact their “person” or ex.

The notion that you are going to come on here and ascertain their identity through vague, universal human experiences, emotions that are naturally occurring as a response to stimuli, is a behavior comprised of the last vestiges of hope.

To attempt to restore the biologically needed connection that was lost. 

It’s the way of the road.

Sometimes she goe, sometimes she doesn’t.

I have experienced the version that accompanied death of a woman I loved wholeheartedly. 

I have experience the version that encompasses losing the person whom your heart still resonates with love for.

The version of losing them and having to continue living without them, knowing there was a timeline in which you were still together is by far worse. 

Acceptance is right below love on the scale of vibrational frequency of human emotions. 

It took me a while to get to the point of sending my acceptance that she may very well be happier with someone else wrapped in my love for her out into the universe. 

The hope that somehow we could not only find our way back to each other, but also make the changes necessary for us to live as the best versions of ourselves together in a full, robust, healthy life is something I haven’t been able to let go of. 

I thought I was doing her a favor by saying I did things that would make her hate me. I didn’t want her to be hurting and hoping.

Wish she knew the truth about everything.