I went from daily use (long term) to 5 days clean like nothing ever happened.
I ran out of supply, started taking prescription stimulants (ADHD Meds) and gaming on my PC.
I went from waking up, absolutely fucking craving Ketamine to not even thinking about it. Craving my video game instead.
I'll take the trade of 20-40mg of prescription grade stimulant to 1000+mg of tranquilizer.
There is a lot I want to vent about. The significant amount of money I lost, the relationships I've damaged, my reputation, my body.
To be honest, I feel fine and healthy. But I am disgusted with myself.
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I'm looking for supportive stories from Users who have gone multiple years, daily use 1gram+.
But for those users:
How is your body? Bloodwork, scans, doctor, Is it okay?
How is your nose? Visit an ENT and did they say everything was okay like a non-user nose?
Brain and Function: Compare your Intelligence to before using.
Life: Were you able to get back to working good jobs and living productive life?