ADVICE/SUPPORT help PLEASE
Hi people. Basically I was on 6mg lorazepam for a while - like July to Feb this year. My psych put me down to 3.5 in the next couple months and I legit died. I went back up to 4 crashed again then going back up to 6 today and do liquid taper since finding a new doctor who is amazing.
I was started on these end of 2024 for bipolar 2 episodes then went up to 2mg then gradually up. Every day I has them as a prescription but was hard too come off as I was in and out of hospitals
I am so messed up right now mixed up stressed guilty, shame just all these feelings.
I’m also on lamictal and lithium low dose tho and just feel completely helpless. As going down triggers episodes??? Has anyone been in a similar situation?? Like ??? Will it even get better I am so so so lost also a suicidal everyday (people are aware) but like damn my Dr really fucked me up wtf