u/Sudden_Stranger_8309

I feel ljke what happend stunted me
it started when i was like 12 ans now im 15 i sitll have those childish fears and stuff i dont really feel any more mature i am angry at everything i am so behind evrryone else i hate it so muc i feel so disposable
I feel so empty
i am dissapppinted in myself for letting stuff effect me
i dont know how i will be a functioning adult human in 3 years
i will always have these thoughts
I dont know how i will not want to kms everyday when i getn older i dont feel like i got to have a childhood like other people i didny get to finish it and now its all gome
my body is so anxious everyday its so unbearablei judt want someone to understand