I want to share something a friend sent me ....
I broke down at work, its so hard to understand how someone one minute loves you and adores you then ghosts and discards you .... I was with my bpso for a very long time around 15 years and have been finding things harder and harder even though im rebuilding the rubble he left behind... she sent me this and she's right. If anyone is going through what I am going through we need to heal and focus on ourselves because everything else is out of our control. We cannot make them come back they have to want to return. We cant make people understand because its surreal and unbelievable. When my mum was alive she said she wished she had someone who looked at me the way he did ( i didnt know he had that illness at the time.) And yet it was like someone rebooted his personality.
He took his medication properly, they changed it and he disappeared. Sending love and strength to everyone who is going through this.❤️🫂