I don’t know how long I can keep on HRT repping for
I certainly dont want to be the people someone makes fun of, it actually makes me feel worse being non passing and openly trans. but to be a… I reallu don’t know how long I can keep on doing this. I originally started HRT after gender dysphoria become so unbearable that I couldn’t keep on going. but like, the relief of HRT never actually came. I really tried, I really really tried. I don’t know what to think anymore. in fact, I almost can’t think. I can’t even really work at my full capacity in society. I’m basically becoming jhon 50. this is a really cruel fate