I had sex with my co worker
Throw away because I don’t want this to get seen by my husband or family. So for context, my co worker and I have known each other since 2020. We have been working together at two separate jobs, but most recently together at our current job for a couple years. We are both married and I thought at one point that we were attracted to one another, but thought I might me making it up so I pushed it down. Well recently we had a party and after a few beers he admitted he had always been into me but never made a move because I’ve been married the entire time we’ve known one another. We kissed after a few drinks then went out to a bar with friends for continued drinks and ended up sleeping together in my car. It was great. The sex was fantastic and I’ve been fantasizing about it nearly every day. The sober version of me knows it’s wrong for multiple reasons, which I told him, but I secretly wish it could continue. Any advice on how to proceed? I don’t want to blow up my family or my job, but we are both clearly attracted to each other and I think I might want to continue. Any advice, however sobering, would be appreciated.