Drunk texts to my SP
Hi, I have been manifesting my SP whom I was in a situationship since November and there were few movements between that but not the exact result as I want. I was the one who decided to cut him off and walk away to focus on manifesting us to be a committed relationship. I have been doing good but sometimes had some wavers and doubts then I immediately flipped my thoughts into thinking about favor stories. We have been in no contact until February and my SP replied my story but I didnt answer. Yesterday I hung out with my new friends and got so drunk. I thought that was a moment I messed up my progress. I texted and called to my SP to ask to see him 😅 I even cried and insisted ask him to come pick me up at club which was very close to his place. He answered all my texted and picked up my call but not came to see me. He told me he wanted to see me some other time but not when I was that drunk 🥲 I feel so embarrassed when I wake up this morning. What should I do with this? Does it ruin my manifestation journey? I’m so chaotic to think about what I have done last night cuz I was never the one who initiated a text, call or plan with my SP before.