Am I the only one that when you’re called certain things, you involuntarily become little?
Certain nick/pet names make me regress and it makes me feel very nice and I had no idea! Are you the same way?
I feel as if no one is as obsessive as me, at least I haven’t met them yet. I talk to people and they claim to be.. but they can go hours without talking to their person, they don’t ask how their day was, they aren’t curious how they feel every waking second, they don’t feel like they’re dying when not in the presence of their person.. I can go on. I feel passion is dying. And I just want to be engulfed in my person forever until I know nothing but them. I know they’re out there. I just need to continue to look.
I need to find someone who loves me and fills me with the same amount of love that rapidly depletes everyday from my heart. Will I ever find my person? One who treats me how I want to be treated and supports my lifestyle. One that they’ll be proud to be my love. A person I can make endlessly happy and not have to worry about anything again. Someone I can protect. I’m getting so very tired of trying, just to be met with nothing. Over and over.
I feel as if no one is as obsessive as me, at least I haven’t met them yet. I talk to people and they claim to be.. but they can go hours without talking to their person, they don’t ask how their day was, they aren’t curious how they feel every waking second, they don’t feel like they’re dying when not in the presence of their person.. I can go on. I feel passion is dying. And I just want to be engulfed in my person forever until I suffocate and die. I know they’re out there. I just need to continue to look.
I need to find someone who loves me and fills me with the same amount of love that rapidly depletes everyday from my heart. Will I ever find my person? One who treats me how I want to be treated and supports my lifestyle. One that they’ll be proud to be my love. A person I can make endlessly happy and not have to worry about anything again. Someone I can protect. I’m getting so very tired of trying, just to be met with nothing. Over and over.
Honestly, idk if I’ll ever find my person. The amount of meaningless conversations I have a day.. is very tiring and disheartening. I just want to talk to someone I can connect to, support each others lifestyles, someone I can pour my love and care into, etc. I try so hard but it’s just vapid personalities and people who really don’t care what I have to say. I want to be obsessed with someone who is just as loving as me and lives to yearn.