u/StrawberryVisual1082

I definitely know that I am anorexic and demisexual (I always want to know and trust a partner before getting personal and close) but the thought of having a sexual relationship seems far for me.

Both hatred in myself and also a sense of control and having to show my weird habits (eating/exercise/weighing stuff/etc) which reveals my embarrassing points.

Anyone else share the same sentiment?

I've been so "unhealthy" for so long I just don't know now.

Is it just me or is it thanks to my OCD and anorexic mindset that I’m able to eat the same planned stuff for the past 14 months?

My diet has been literally cabbage, apple and potato that has been weighed and steamed or boiled.

I don’t have any protein in my diet, and for the macro nutrients I take multivitamins.

Obviously, this has a major negative effect on my baseline metabolism as I lose muscle but knowing specific portions and weights of my safe fit I don’t know how but I’ve just been maintaining this three input for the past few months somehow.

Does anyone else also have the ability to just eat the same things? I don’t know how, but I don’t get hold of it since whenever I eat I’m always so hungry anything tastes amazing.