I feel like im wasting my life away
when covid happened i became a shut in and i havent changed since, im really shy and introverted and i get nervous when people speak to me irl :( i never really had friends or dated and i feel so far behind frim everyone else, my brother invited me to hang with him, his gf and her sister and shes one of those nice friendly girls and ahe would include me in their conversations which was really nice because im quiet and i couldnt help but feel jealous of her (not in a bad way) because shes the same age as me too and shes so pretty and outgoing and super friendly and i just feel like an ugly ogre next to other girls, i cant help but compare myself to other girls i feel embarrassed of my existence i rarely go out because of how ashamed i am of myself