u/SteveSaudade

Briefly, I was secretly seeing a girl who's in a relationship she hates. She was very toxic and manipulating but also incredibly caring at times and one of the best conversationalists I've ever come across.

But she treated me terribly over and over, used me, lied etc etc. I know she was toxic but....

Anyway it's ended now and she's ghosted me and I really just want to be a terrible person and destroy her life with everything I know, it would honestly crush her.

I know I have presented myself in the best light but it's just what happened and I'm trying.

But this vengefulness is so uncontrollable, I don't want to be this person. How can I change this feeling?

Briefly, I was secretly seeing a girl who's in a relationship she hates. She was very toxic and manipulating but also incredibly caring at times and one of the best conversationalists I've ever come across.

But she treated me terribly over and over, used me, lied etc etc. I know she was toxic but....

Anyway it's ended now and she's ghosted me and I really just want to be a terrible person and destroy her life with everything I know, it would honestly crush her.

I know I have presented myself in the best light but it's just what happened and I'm trying.

But this vengefulness is so uncontrollable, I don't want to be this person. How can I change this feeling?