Hi. My permanenet address (home) is in Jharkhand but my domicile is in Bihar (my parents homes and our properties). I also have the Bihar domicile certificate. All my other documents have my Jharkhand address. I am a female candidate. What should I fill in the permanent address column in the form in order to avail quota benefits? The bihar address or the Jharkhand address?
So, I never had a dream of my own. And I was doing quite good in life (mentally) (at least that what I thought). It was because I thought everyone else's dreams for me are my own dreams. So, I had no doubt I want to become an IAS officer. The moment I discovered that I have exceptional talents and started working towards that and gaining recognition (I even got selected for the studio round of a digital singing reality show), everybody turned up against me. They all created drama and that's when I saw them in the real sense. They never loved me. They loved their version of me. They loved the me who was in control, who was all pleasing people and being submissive and innocent. They are fine with me being depressed and going nowhere but at least studying 24/7. But they won't be fine if I am happy, independent and doing what I want to do.
I have finally given in. Nobody is talking to me and I am talking to nobody. Now, I am again back to square zero and studying full time for government exams. Now my only goal is to clear a government exam and fuck off from their lives, never to look back. I will never forget what they did to me.
TLDR: My family has forced me to prepare for a govt job and now I am going to do only that and fuck off from their lives forever.