u/Spiritual-Comment922

is becoming incredibly hard.

I act interested and social.... nothing.

I act lowkey.... nothing

I act like a mannequin..... lurker who say hi and then when I say hi they leave.

I can't even do gig jobs because I don't even have a car.

I'm conventionally attractive and can't make squat.

how are you guys doing it? I've been doing this for 10 years. I don't know what to do.

EDIT:: also whenever I do the sensible thing like pander to regulars they've become increasingly sadistic and they lead me on now with no follow through.