Finally feeling free from cannabis on this 4/20, and I do not miss it at all. Life isn’t all rosy, but I’d be making no progress if I were to pick it back up - plus those withdrawals were a nightmare this go around.
It’s been so so. The anxiety has finally chilled out quite a bit - I honestly thank the antioxidant, apigenin, in chamomile tea, for keeping me from being a razor blade, to more of a butter knife. But there are some days that even chamomile tea struggles to tame the irritability. Majority of my coworkers drive me nuts.
Of course the life issues I would self medicate through, are still here. Meditation helps the water of my mind calm, and then I can adopt a healthier perspective on life.
But most of all, I’m thankful for my Nintendo switch. I can play lots of classic games, and new ones as well. I’m not a fan of where I live, and it does get very lonely, but video games have me covered in the mean time.