u/Sorry-Arachnid8069

i had a dream that this tall red headed man i didn't know brought me a dog to foster that was a grey pitbull who was a boy similar in breed to my dog who is also a boy which is an american bully. the man told me that the dog was volatile and aggressive and had attacked his dog which seemed to be why he was bringing the dog to me. i felt bad for the dog and thought the man was being insensitive in his description of the dog and i felt the dog was just traumatized. i brought the dog into my house and right then my sisters and my dad were getting home with my dog. i rushed and tried to put the foster dog in his crate and i was trying to lock the gate as fast as i could but never really managed to. but then my dog and him were getting along so i felt there wasn't an issue. but then in the other room my cat who is like my soul cat who is a girl who i feel is connected to a deep internal part of me meowed like she had just woken up and was hungry for food. when he became aware of her because he heard her the foster dog darted into the other room and began to attack my cat. i heard my sister screaming he is attacking her but i didn't see the attack. i got there in time to see my cat jump up high onto a shelf to desperately escape the foster dog. my sister was in the room with me. i grabbed my cat from the shelf and began to inspect her for bites or blood. i felt dog saliva but i did not find any wounds or blood. i was telling my sister this and got distracted with my cat in my lap for what felt like a few minutes while my sister said something to me i can't remember. during this time i was still trying to make sure my cat wasn't wounded but kept getting distracted by my sister and my cat squirming. suddenly in a moment i wasn't examining my cat or trying to my cat started to have kind of a seizure or some sort of reaction to the attack. i started freaking out and told my sister we need to rush to an emergency vet. i went into the garage holding my cat and climbed in the passenger seat waiting for my sister to get in the drivers seat to take us to the emergency vet. my cat was still convulsing this whole time and her body rigid and everything and then she started to go limp. i was screaming her name begging her not to die. she was holding on but then i felt her die in my arms and then i woke up. what does this mean it was very traumatic. i have an inclination that it may be a warning not to get close to this guy i just met who i feel kind of gets along with my dog side but not with my cat side but im not sure. i also dont know the spiritual implications of my cat dying in my dreams.

i have been struggling with feeling extremely weak especially with chest pain and a feeling of my heart being weak and struggling to get a full breath when i wake up in the morning almost every day. i am seeing a functional medicine doctor and ran tests that showed i have an overgrowth of candida in my gut as well as bad bacteria and low gut immunity and i am having low vitamin absorption because of that and have too low levels of various vitamins. i started a new supplement routine focused on healing my gut immunity and getting rid of candida but after a little over a week of taking them i have moments usually in the evening where i feel a bit better but overall i feel more nauseous and more fatigued than i did before starting the supplement routine. i am beginning to get really concerned about my health because every morning i wake up feeling like i am literally dying slowly and painfully. i want to ask my doctor if i can take the medication that kills the candida instead of the supplements because i fear the supplements are not strong enough to kill off the candida. i feel at a loss with my health and i am worried about my heart health. does anybody have any similar experiences?