u/Soggy_Status_3733

How tf did y’all get off of this bs. Started a little over a year ago just experimenting and it has grown exponentially at this point. Despite countless taper attempts and even some CT tries, I still keep going and getting them. I’m up to 6 bottles a day (feel free and trumoods) I’ve been able to get down to about 3 a day and then I spring back to where I was. I’m still cognitively aware that this is breaking me down, and sucking my money dry, yet I still find myself back in the gas station up the road. I’ve been lurking here and researching for a while but I can’t seem to figure it out. It’s beginning to weigh on my relationship, as she doesn’t know about my addiction and I don’t have the courage to bring it up.