u/SoggyDay6550

so I recently found myself in a poly relationship with two other lovely girls, E and N (not their real names just using this for privacy). We got together around three weeks ago (I met them around four weeks from today) and at first I was so happy and we couldn’t stop texting and now we still text but I wonder if that happiness at the beginning was just me getting excited about having a new relationship in over four years. I still love the two other girls very much but I wonder if it’s still romantic, if that makes sense? I’m worried I rushed into it too quickly and I feel bad lying if I don’t actually have those feelings. I don’t want to break off though bc it’s gonna make things awkward I’m worried. any advice? :]