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I don’t know if it’s because I want to though

I’m thinking as I listen to your voice

But I’m definitely into patterns and yours shows through consistency

It always been my choice.

I tried to paint a picture, but I had to leave some things out

because I’m not 100% sure and I know that’s what you’re about

Final words were said

The outcome i did dread

Crystal clear resonance

Hungry doubts fully fed.

Whats done is done

I had fun

Nothing changes with the truth

Grateful for the years ive had

Nothing changes in your absence

No reason to be mad.

I could foretell your future

But I shudder at the thought

I leave you to your choices

And the fairy tale you bought

People rarely change

We’re both proof of that

You still do you

And I still have my bat.

When someone shows you who they are

I ve learned I must believe then.

My tale may be a simple one

My own future does look quite solitaire

I can’t decide if it’s worth the pain

To allow my heart to care

I know I’ll have some requirements

Bare minimum is a list

For the next man in my environment.

Qualities he must possess

Before I’ll ever give a kiss

Maybe love isnt my forte

Maybe I’d catch a man with different honey

Maybe I’ll just act like them

And choose a man for money.

It’s come to my attention

Men don’t like the way I treat them

As if interest and loyalty and honesty

Are poor ingredients to tea

I’ll spend the summer making future plans

I’ll study how to be less transparent

and be a needy bitch

Show jealousy and anger

Just to scratch my itch

I’ll be honest tho

The part Im gonna hate the most

70% chance statistically

I’ll regret taking off my clothes.