u/Soft_Inspection8087

If it was nothing
interest would have faded
It’s chemical science
But it never degraded
We talk and it is like no time has passed
I dont know if you feel it too
Make the time and we have a blast
Please write me a poem the next time
ive saved them you see
They are all that I have
Of someone
I loved but I lost when I made a mistake
I wasn’t confident
It wasn’t just fate
It was the result of masking how
I felt afraid
Unaware of the price i eventually paid
You deserve the best
Not what you got
Maybe not me
But her? I think not.
I’ll be honest
i thought I’d have a little more time
Knowing I’d lose you or thats what I thought
You kept coming back
That was a shock
If only my walls weren’t as high as my mind
Maybe thing would have turned out just fine
You are with me whereever i go
I still love u i thought you should know.

There is only one way to eat a junkyard dog.
One bite at a time.
The difference between it and an elephant
is the dog bites back
and refuses to allow itself to be eaten.
Now you are desperately
trying not to choke on the first bite.
Publicly.
You should have stuck to
eggs Benedict
and mimosas.
You are commercial salsa.
Playing the victim
and picking on people
makes you more pathetic.
Im unimpressed and underwhelmed
by your plan so far.
You are what I like to call
a self important basic bitch.

Im thinking about you today.
I wish I could see you.
I don’t think I’ll reach out.
It is what it is
It ain’t what it aint
You make me feel good and I like talking to you.
Am I in love
I doubt it.
Do I love you?
Definately.
Do I believe that I will someday be in a healthy loving romantic relationship with anyone?
Not anymore.
I miss the way I saw the world when I was younger
Now I cannot unsee people and their potential failing or future problems or the problems inherent in reference with me.
I like the way you make me feel.
I think thats what most people fall in love with.
The way someone makes them feel.
Just knowing that ruins it i guess.
Anyway.
I hope the stars are aligning for you.