Apeirophobia is the worst fear to exist
This is the fear of eternity. I can’t deal with this fear I have it consumes me every time I think about it and makes me throw up and have an instant panic attack. The thought that nothing truly ever ends is so so so so so so so unbelievably terrifying and nauseating and anything anyone says to me never helps because we are all here and eternity is still behind and infront of us. It’s so so different to a fear of spiders or an animal or like holes because it really is something that you can’t control whatsoever there is no control over the universe or any form of time whether it’s linear or not it’s still eternal. I often get People say ‘oh well you won’t know you are experiencing eternity’ but that just adds to it because that’s an eternity of not experiencing anything I just am and then just could never be. Also religion doesn’t help either it arguably worsens it. No one understands that that is also a huge factor of the fear is that any possibility or outcome after leaving (or not leaving) this earth is eternal and never ending and there is no end to anything even if it’s ever changing or nothing it won’t stop and that is why I think this is one or to me the worst fear a human could experience and I hope the number of people who have this is low because it really effects me in ways that effect my everyday existence