Still a virgin at 19. (About to be 20)
Hi so, this is really embarrassing for me to write. I am 19 about to be 20 and I’m still a virgin. I’ve dated guys and we’ve gone as far as making out before we’re interrupted/caught. I’m starting to wonder what’s wrong with me genuinely. My younger sister has gotten some, and I haven’t. There’s gotta be something I’m missing. I talked to my older sister about it and she basically told me she asked this guy with a truck in a Walmart parking lot and that’s how she lost hers because she’d rather die than be an old virgin. I’m trying to be safe and NOT just ask random strangers.. but honestly?? It’s getting irritating I wish I knew what was deterring people from me. I’m a little afraid of intimacy but not nearly as afraid as I wanna try it so bad. It’s just.. embarrassing to have to share that you’re inexperienced on a date. Or get laughed at by your friends etc. I just don’t want to get to a point where I never get to experience intimacy.