Like I still actively think about it, no other game till date has replaced it's place in my heart, some came close, too close, yet somehow I still think about it, I still cry whenever I hear it's music, I want more outer wilds
2 months ago I hit 18, i am almost done with the 1st year of my college and my friend said that even tho I am gonna be in 2nd year now, even tho I turned 18, I still act like a child, not just friends, professors and even family members
and today, my friend also said that I also act assertive and aggressive (not like I get angry, but more like I get competitive or take actions without thinking)
I don't like that, I don't know when I do that, in fact I never actually took things competitively,maybe I am doing that subconsciously,I want to stop that, tho i do agree that I say things and act without actually thinking a lot of times, I want to improve, and be someone who is reliable, mature, and is easy to communicate with
I have also noticed that I speak way too fast, maybe that's why it results in me speaking without thinking