I think I'll just give up
I've been working on this comic for a big while now, even before publish. but I've realized my artstyle isn't good enough, specially in the beginning. my friends sugarcoat their opinions about it, and at some point I believed them. but at this point, I'm now feeling like this is just a failing project. I was thinking of starting to animate some parts of it today. but I just couldn't stop thinking about not doing anything and letting it be unfinished. I started writing it when I was 17-18, now I'm going to be 22 soon. art isn't my major, my family like the classic paintings I do to them, but doesn't understand why I'm working on a comic while I should be working on my biology uni researches. I feel really helpless and I'm afraid to try again for the fourth time. because it won't be as great as it should be. I'm cursed with trying to reach perfection. or maybe I'm just trying to be realistic. my parents would love to hear my name as a biotechnologist, not as a failed comic artist. I'll either take a break, or just stop uploading. this is a vent.