u/SinisterSalem25

I'm 31F I'm also the oldest sibling and I never really had friends growing up. In fact I was picked on and bullied badly. I've always just had my siblings there for me. But now I'm the only sibling without kids..(that's not a choice.) in fact I've been feeling horrible about it. I thought by the time I got to this age I would have been married with my own family. But instead I've been single for 11 years and alone.

I keep thinking how the fun times me and my siblings had when we were together and younger.. I miss those times.. but now it feels like they don't even have time anymore. My youngest brother used to get on the game with me. But now that he's a father he hasn't been able to get on with me at all..

I only had my siblings since I didn't have anyone else.. I feel so alone now Before anybody says just go out.. I've gone to comic cons, music festivals concerts all alone.. it sucked.. It's to the point where I've stopped doing a lot of things cause I'm tired of going alone all the time

I'm a 31 year old female wondering if there was anywhere or the place or know a way where I can find other single nerds and geeks like me. I'm into dungeons & dragons anime comic books, horror movies, cosplay. I'm a huge metal head too. I have friends that are into that type of stuff but they're in relationships and I'm kind of tired of being a third wheel... I keep being told and I need to get out more I have hobbies such as drawing face painting.. collecting action figures stuff like that but people keep telling me that I need social hobbies.. I wouldn't mind having social hobbies if I can find other people who are into the same interests as I am..