u/Simajosina26

Exactly one month ago our first baby, a beautiful little daughter was born. The day was a sunny one, just like today. It has also been two weeks since we lost her. It's been a hell of a month. Everything from her birth to the funeral has happened so fast and we have gone through so much in such a short time that it feels like my brain can't keep up with all this. In addition to the mental pain and grief, I'm still recovering from the c section. And because of that, I can't do things I normally would to help myself from drowning in my thoughts (i.e. going to the gym or horse riding). I feel so devastated, tired and lonely.