If I don't meet someone by the time I'm 30, I'm ending it.
Just need to vent ig. My birthday was a few weeks ago. I'm 22 now, and just feel super lonely. What's weird is all things considered, I've had a pretty good life. I've traveled the world with my family, I have a family that loves me unconditionally, I can't really say I need much else. I'm going to start living on my own soon. Away from family, probably in a studio apartment. I don't have many friends. I have a few, but we rarely get together. Been single for a while too. Life just feels hard rn I guess, and I can't help but think it's going to get harder. There are some upsides sure, but I just don't feel like they outweigh all the other incoming downsides. I've seen therapists before, but I've had mixed experiences. Maybe I'll get a small dog or something. Idk. I just don't know what there is too look forward too. If nothing eventful happens, I'll probably end it all. Guess I just needed to get that off my chest. Hope y'all have a good day.