u/ShinnRea

Is it normal that I don’t necessarily need sexual tension with them? but I’m totally fine if they want to. But I feel shame on myself when I crave their touch even pure affection like holding hands. They have partner for over a year right now. I decided to separate them 8 months ago because I feel very guilty to think about them while they’re in the relationship. 2 days ago, I made small chat with them because I already heal most of the things that they forced me to heal and thought ready to connect with them back. Turn out I do still crave energetic resonance from them and can’t stop thinking about them after immediately I reconnect with them back.