I think I ruined things
I 27 m have been seeing this guy 27 for like 1.5 months now maybe? Anyway, it’s going good. We’ve been having a great time so far. He’s brought me around his friends a few times and all his friends have been like wow he never brings a boy around. Anyways, we went out last weekend, drinking all day and night, I kinda experimented w some drugs. Don’t remember the whole night, but he was also probably just as much or more messed up than me. Woke up th next day, I went home. Texted him that day real quick and haven’t really heard from him since. We don’t text every day or a whole lot which I’m fine with. Dm each other on instagram slot but haven’t really heard from him on there this week either. Now I’m stressed that I like embarrassed myself and he’s not interested anymore. Have had the worst hangxiety all week.