u/Several_Solid6019

Recentlx my friend told me my tics could be part of ocd. I thought about it. Hypersexuality is often found in ocd. The „perfectionism“, the uncomfortable and stressed feelings when i didnt check something 5 times, the stressed part when something isnt oerfectly aligned or how i want it to stand, intrusive thoughts, violent desires, the sensitivity with bodily fluids, SPECIFICALLY saliva. Ive talked to a few diagnosed people. Soon im getting a therapist anyway but idk if im ready tot alk about it yet face to face. My mother would be in denial anyway. What if the therapist thinks im weird? Plus i can never tell anyone my intrusive thoughts or fantasies

I thought my tics were a tic disorder or anxiety tics but my friend, who suffers from the same tics, mentioned that i could have ocd so i decided to educate myself a bit about it. See what symptoms i can relate to, talk to people with diagnosed ocd. And eventually tell my therapist.

I just needed to vent a little because i have no one i can tell this. Im way too ashamed to talk about it.