Trying desperately to make friends... Went to a LGBT bar and felt super weird so just left.
Today i went to an LGBT club, and though it was early (5pm) i just wanted to sit and chill a little and maybe meet someone. There were like six people inside including the bartender and i didn't want to drink so i sat on an empty couch and started organizing pictures on my phone while tapping my foot to the music (they had some pretty good music there and spectacular bass). After about forty minutes the bartender walked over to me and asked "Hey, you doing ok?" So i answered "Umm yeah, just chilling..." "Waiting on someone?" "Umm.. yeah." Then he kinda rolled his eyes and walked away. I felt guilty because i guess he wanted me to order something so i just left. My friend was telling me that I should've just stayed and ignored the guy. But then again, i was getting increasingly lonely there. I'm very anxiety-prone, so walking up to people is a nightmare to me.