I don’t wanna bare the pain of living anymore
It’s too hard, too stressful and I don’t wanna feel like I’m barely hanging on or keeping it together all the time. I’m depressed and lonely and I hate it so fucking much.
I’m 18 but I feel like the world’s collapsing around me and I don’t feel ready for adult life, I’m just so done and warn out form everything, school, relationships, financial problems and life in general. My energy is at an all time low and I only go out for work and school just because I feel so empty and don’t have the energy to get out of bed. It’s literally 3 am rn and the pain doesn’t stop, fuck I hate how my anxiety and stress of life grinds me down and makes me feel on edge constantly, it makes me so warn out.
I wouldn’t really say I’m suicidal but i feel like if there was a button just to erase me without anyone ever knowing I was gone I’d push it just because I can’t take the pain anymore. I just want peace from everything. That’s all I want.