u/Sensitive_Glove_4115

Hi- I am 29, healthy male. Took 20-30mg of Adderall daily for around 7 years. I have been off it for about 3 1/2 months. Things have been very flat and I have been frequently low/ despondent. I have told myself I will try sobriety until month 6, at which time ill resume if i still feel terrible all the time. Is this foolish? I guess i just cant remember if this is my baseline mental state and im naturally a depressive person or if recovery just takes a really long time…