Somebody convince me not the smoke…
I’m almost 4 months clean after everyday use for 15 years. It’s a big accomplishment for me but for some reason doesn’t feel like it. I’m pretty hard on myself just in general. I’ve been down a lot on myself and within my job as my job is social media and views have been super low lately. Because I can’t smoke I’ve been drinking a bit more, started with NA beers, to regular beers, and some wine. I’m not switching to alcohol just drinking way more than I used to when i smoked. Used to never drink.
I unfortunately tie my self worth to my job and when i feel like im failing i just get super down on myself. I need help not caving and reasons why i should stay clean. It’s been 4 months but im no more productive or anything. For the diet month i was because i was excited to be quitting and changing my life but now idk. Any help greatly appreciated